~i'm sorry~

i fell so sad lately..
after my paper last 2 day
i so regret with my performance
i fell like wanna cry on dat time..
but i try to hold it till i back to my room..
till next day..
i still angry with my self y i cant performance like others friend..
i want my life back..
my life in diploma..
i need dat spirit back..
at evening my mum on9 her fb
n ask me some question bout my cozy n my result too...
then i made a confession with my mum..
since i enter degree
im not performance well
i have lots of problem..
story everything to my mum..
mummy i'm so sorry cos hurting u.. :(
even u say it ok.. but i know ur feeling
u up sad with me right? cos one boy im down till now...
before this my mum didn't know the true story between me n him..
until i confess it then my mum know what him do to me..
im so thankful to my mummy cos understand me
but im so sorry mummy...
so sorry :(
i need tell u cos i cant face it by myself anymore
i need share with u ..
i keep this almost 2 years n half...
i cant hold it anymore...

~mummy im very shame with u, im useless.. im not good enough be ur daughter..~