~advance buffday gift :)~

urm..
i tot i want bring him
but when I'm calling
him didn't answer
so I'm just survey it by my self

thnx god i get the suitable thing for him
wargh so teruja..
I'm smiling and smiling
but at same time I'm wondering
if him wear its :)

I'm really sure him will love it ..
so after shopping around 6 hours ++
im drove back to CJ
then stop at mamak
minum2 haus t'sekat dlm jammed
fuuuhhhhhh

then smp blik trs call him
alhamdulilah
prince jwb
aish...
then i told him
nk meet..
cos nk bg brg
6ti bln 3 tkot x sempat..
so our prince said ok
if tomorrow night no meeting
sound good......
senang hati :)

but x suprise dah
cos t'lepas ckp lak tu hadiah utk budey dier :)
hehehehehe..
br nk suprise kan..
aish...
t'lepas ckp plk..
cheh tp x pe..

if not meet tomorrow
we meet this march :)
on mid sem break
i will wait
no matter what...
mo matter changes of date, time , and year :)

i wish it's happen
i will wait it ..
wait it...

neway thnx to mummy cos give green light :)
love u mummy

~tak cukup lagikah???~

x cukup lagi ke
seksa sy mcm ni????
sy pom manusia ada hati da perasaan
sy pom ada aqal fikiran

jgnlah perbodohkan sy mcm seekor keldai
x cukup lg ke???
tgk sy seksa mcm ni
suka ke?
suka????

sy pom nk rse gembira mcm org lain
x boley ke?
x boley ke utk sy ?
huh x boley?

sy juga manusia biasa
penuh dgn kesilapan
bkn maksum seperti para nabi

YA ALLAH AKU MEMINTA PADAMU YA ALLAH
LAPANGKANLAH DADAKU, TENAGKANLAH FIKIRAN KU,
MINDA KU, KAU LUASKAN LAH ILMU KU, KAU REDHAILAH
SEGALA ILMU YG AKU PELAJARI, KAU TABAHKANLAH HATIKU,
JANGAN SESEKALI KAU PESONGKAN ,
SETIAP LANGKAH KU, BIARLAH LANGKAH2 ITU PENUH DGN ILMU,
YA ALLAH KAU BERIKAN AKU KETENANGAN ,
TENANG NYA SEPERTI AIR..
YA ALLAH BANGUNLAHKANLAH AKU DR DUNIA YG TELAH
MENJATUHKAN AKU SAMPAI AKU BERPUTUS ASA
YA ALLAH JIKA AKU TELAH BANGUN JGNLAH ENGKAU BIARKAN
AKU TERTATIH SENDIRIAN TANPA MU DISISIKU..
YA ALLAH KAU RAHMATILAH HIDUP AKU
KAU LINDUGILAH AKU DR PERKARA2 YG TDK ELOK..
AMIN..............

P/S hari2 sy mkn hati dgn awk.... hari2 sy nges sbb awk.. hari2 sy tggu awk..
hari2............
hari2............................................
TUHAN saja yg tahu apa yg rasa, apa yg sy lalui..

~haruskah aku diuji...~

Telah kuhebahkan
Rinduku yang lesu ini
Tertutup mastuli
Namun mustika
Cintaku terus membara

Walaupun tenggelam
Cinta yang dalam membeku
Di selendang arus
Namun mutia
Rinduku masih menyala

Biarkan tidak terlintas
Hasrat cinta tertutup ini
Untuk sorak dan isytihar di hatimu
Mungkin kerinduan
Belum kau peduli
Haruskah diuji

Namun pernah terkandas
Hasrat rindu tenggelam sepi
Mengumum dan merayu terhadapmu
Bukti kerinduan
Masihkah kau sangsi
Perlukah diuji

~everthing just 4 u~

Look into my eyes you will see 
What you mean to me 
Search your heart, search your soul 
When you find me there you'll search no more 
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for 
You can't tell me it's not worth dying for 
You know it's true 
Everything I do, I do it for you 

Look into your heart you will find 
There's nothing there to hide 
Take me as I am, take my life 
I would give it all, I would sacrifice 
Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for 
I can't help it, there's nothing I want more 
You know it's true 
Everything I do, I do it for you 

There's no love like your love 
And no other could give more love 
There's nowhere unless you're there 
All the time, all the way 

(Look into your heart baby) 

Oh, you can't tell me it's not worth trying for 
I can't help it, there's nothing I want more 
Yeah, I would fight for you, I'd lie for you 
Walk the wire for you, Yeah I'd die for you 
You know it's true 
Everything I do, Ohhh, I do it for you

dedicate to my az!m

~hanya TUHAN yang mengetahui~

b'tapa gembira if org yg paling kita syg+rindu
reply text and col
even sepatah p'kataan pun cukup
buktikan dia ok,wlaupun x d'samping kita

bila happy
kita melangkah tanpa menoleh atau tertunduk lesu
x perlu lagi layan hati yg resah gelisah
org ckp miracle
wake up with big hope
wake up with big smile
wake up with more confident

hurm...
tp......... apakah perasaan satu pihak lg??
adakah sama seperti kita?
kite masih t'tyn2..
kdng2 p'tyaan ini memakan perasaan
urm.....
sakit x pernah hilang
datang dan pergi seperti angin

dugaan lagi..
YA ALLAH kuatkanlah hambamu ini
apa lagi yg mahu di uji...
apa lg yg d'sangsi..
berapa lama lg perlu ku tggu?

dgrlah kata2 hati..
yakinlah dia akn dtg..
:)

"i'm waiting u, just u"