Thursday, June 16, 2011

~gentar~

gentar rse hati..
da x lama da ...

jgn slh erti lak.. ;)
bukan nak kwen o tng ..
tp nk operation!!!

urm... takot.. tp x buat smp bile nk kne thn skt..
da lama x msk sepital
nk tdo mlm2 cmne??
mak x tmn .. ;|

igt psl hospital mesti tkt tyme mlm..
igt lg dlu low blood pressure aku sllu msk hosp
duk blik sorng tp pagi esok br aku taw bwh blik aku blik myt eii scary kan..
lps tu nges2 nseb bek ade kekazen yg baik hati nk tmn aku tdo ;)

kali ni sme jgk mak amek blik sorg2.. mak kata blik arwah nenek dlu.. haih trigt lak
kesah arwah nenek suh aku bwk die ke tingkap..
lps tu nenek rebah smbil muntah hijau..
nenek da jth aku riba arwah tyme tu smbil menjerit mtk tlg n tkn button emergency

lps tu nenek nafas pki oksigen...
sedara mara berkunjung x pernah hbes
bca yassin dn sbgainyer..
tp TUHAN lg sygkan nenek ;)

sume org slhkn aku ..
urm.. tkt sgt.. tp nenek yg nk bgn .. apa aku boley buat ..
last kata2 yg terpancul dr mulut arwah
"anies tok pah nk tgk pemandagan kat luar"
aku ni amek la wheelchair pimpin nenek.. lps dah duduk tlg duk tepi tingkap
lps tu nenek jth dr wheelchair tu..

pengalaman btl hurm....
ajal maut suma di tgn tuhan

p/s : alfatihah to arwah tok pah n aki semoga ditempatkan di dlm klgn org2 yg beriman amin ;)


Sunday, May 15, 2011

~no feeling left~

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

I was under your spell for such a long time couldn't break the chains
You played with my heart tore me apart with all your lies and games
It took all the strength I had but I crawled up on my feet again
Now you’re trying to lure me back but no those days are gone my friend
I loved you so much that I thought that someday you could change
But all you brought me was a heart full of pain

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

Don’t hold your breath eh eh

I was worried about you but you never cared about me none
You took my money and I know that you, you could kill someone
I gave you everything but nothing was ever enough
You were always jealous over such crazy stuff

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

Don’t hold your breath

Move on don’t look back
I jumped off a train running off the tracks
Your day is gone face the facts
A bad movie ends and the screen fades to black
What you did to me boy I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

Don’t hold your breath

You can’t touch me now there’s no feeling left
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath
What you did to me boy I can’t forget
If you think I’m coming back don’t hold your breath

P/S: SPECIAL FOR U .. WHO DO U THINK U ARE... ??