~advance buffday gift :)~

urm..
i tot i want bring him
but when I'm calling
him didn't answer
so I'm just survey it by my self

thnx god i get the suitable thing for him
wargh so teruja..
I'm smiling and smiling
but at same time I'm wondering
if him wear its :)

I'm really sure him will love it ..
so after shopping around 6 hours ++
im drove back to CJ
then stop at mamak
minum2 haus t'sekat dlm jammed
fuuuhhhhhh

then smp blik trs call him
alhamdulilah
prince jwb
aish...
then i told him
nk meet..
cos nk bg brg
6ti bln 3 tkot x sempat..
so our prince said ok
if tomorrow night no meeting
sound good......
senang hati :)

but x suprise dah
cos t'lepas ckp lak tu hadiah utk budey dier :)
hehehehehe..
br nk suprise kan..
aish...
t'lepas ckp plk..
cheh tp x pe..

if not meet tomorrow
we meet this march :)
on mid sem break
i will wait
no matter what...
mo matter changes of date, time , and year :)

i wish it's happen
i will wait it ..
wait it...

neway thnx to mummy cos give green light :)
love u mummy

~tak cukup lagikah???~

x cukup lagi ke
seksa sy mcm ni????
sy pom manusia ada hati da perasaan
sy pom ada aqal fikiran

jgnlah perbodohkan sy mcm seekor keldai
x cukup lg ke???
tgk sy seksa mcm ni
suka ke?
suka????

sy pom nk rse gembira mcm org lain
x boley ke?
x boley ke utk sy ?
huh x boley?

sy juga manusia biasa
penuh dgn kesilapan
bkn maksum seperti para nabi

YA ALLAH AKU MEMINTA PADAMU YA ALLAH
LAPANGKANLAH DADAKU, TENAGKANLAH FIKIRAN KU,
MINDA KU, KAU LUASKAN LAH ILMU KU, KAU REDHAILAH
SEGALA ILMU YG AKU PELAJARI, KAU TABAHKANLAH HATIKU,
JANGAN SESEKALI KAU PESONGKAN ,
SETIAP LANGKAH KU, BIARLAH LANGKAH2 ITU PENUH DGN ILMU,
YA ALLAH KAU BERIKAN AKU KETENANGAN ,
TENANG NYA SEPERTI AIR..
YA ALLAH BANGUNLAHKANLAH AKU DR DUNIA YG TELAH
MENJATUHKAN AKU SAMPAI AKU BERPUTUS ASA
YA ALLAH JIKA AKU TELAH BANGUN JGNLAH ENGKAU BIARKAN
AKU TERTATIH SENDIRIAN TANPA MU DISISIKU..
YA ALLAH KAU RAHMATILAH HIDUP AKU
KAU LINDUGILAH AKU DR PERKARA2 YG TDK ELOK..
AMIN..............

P/S hari2 sy mkn hati dgn awk.... hari2 sy nges sbb awk.. hari2 sy tggu awk..
hari2............
hari2............................................
TUHAN saja yg tahu apa yg rasa, apa yg sy lalui..